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[britnisjewess]

Chase Me

Everywhere I go
there she is
throwing all back in my face
taunting me and teasing me
taking everything I need

Everywhere I go
there he is
haunting me with his
ever changing eyes
forcing me to need him

Everything I do
feels sabotaged by life
smashing me from every side
telling me to give it up
needing me to die alone

Everything I do
is purposed to ignore
all the things I feel for you
that make me lose my way
by causing me to need you

I cant see past what you are
and what you are has done to me
and how that has changed me
and how that has hurted me
and why my need is killing me

Deep inside the pain expands
encompassing my world of light
I am just that girl that is always there
just that thing that is suitable
that thing that no one really needs

All I’ll be to you or them
is just that one that is there for you
I never stumble so you never see
how granted for you have taken me
and how you don’t seem to need of me

I lost the bubbly
when I escaped from the bubble
i lost my heart when i met you
I've lost myself as i was forever
I've lost all I need to keep me sane.