Aug 14, 2005 04:34
The show went ok. I got stood up by Carrie..but whatever. I didn't get to go by to see Laura.
Shaun told me to come over after the show..so I did. He's moving to Poland for two years of med school. Seeing him made those not so great feelings flood back. He tried to get me to spend the night..but I stood strong and said no.
Adrin called me on the way home..and talked for over an hour. We discussed how confused he makes me..and how he is an emotional shit milkshake..haha..his words..not mine. I understand where he's coming from a lot better now..and he understands my worries. We will be hanging out later today..if either of us wakes up before four in the afternoon.