Mar 04, 2005 20:32
today was great. my ex just cheated on his girlfriend with me for the 5th time. we plan on doing it again. i am supposed to move from hartselle alabama to knox indiana really soon. so we are making the best of it until i leave but i aint supposed to tell anyone about us. oh well i dont need to ruin his life with his new girl (she'll do it on her own) from what i hear she isnt a very FAITHFUL person and obviously he isnt either! i just dont know why he is still so attracted to me. but whatever i have he sure does get hard everytime i look his way. i guess i have something. (just kidding) i wonder if he still has feelings for me? hmm... i dont wanna ask him because i dont want him back... but there is definately sumthing there. i dont know what to do. he wants me to call him after i move to talk and stuff and i dont know if that means something. maybe i am just reading to far into it. he is still hot as hell and i am still sexually attracted to him and he feels the same way about me! i dont know what i feel as far as anything else goes... he is a great booty call that's for sure...
enough about him...
my life is going pretty good so far and if everything goes as planned i will be very happy in the next week or two... when i move to indiana i will get my life back i am 17 and my dad makes life hell for me... he is the biggest jerk and everyone wants to kill him.. my fave person (my bro keith,23) are close and he wants to drive down and take care of my dad himself... men are jerks the only reason we girls need them is to get a good lay every now and then.. or every day like i was doing... well all i have to say is i hope everyone is a hell of a lot more careful than i was... oops i failed to mention i am pregnant and i will be due in sept/oct i havent been to the doc yet and that is why i am moving! um my ex is the father but noone seems to think he is... i think i would know who i FUCKED and who i didnt and my ex is my only partner in the past 2 years so i would guess he HAS to be the daddy! Some people seem to feel the need to talk shit and put things out there that aint true.
DONT WE ALL LOVE THE IMMATURE WORLD OF TEENAGERS...
haha... rumors got me laughin!!
i am out
BRIT