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today was my last day at Hartselle High School... i am withdrawing from school on monday at around 8:15am and i am gunna miss everyone so much... i talked to zach today about our baby and he is such an asshole!! i was saying he will be a great dad if he wants to be and he said he still doesnt know what he wants to do. i am scared about that. i will need his help with like child support and stuff. I still have to get through school and i will need as much help as i can get. his girlfriend is cheating on him and so he is upset about that but like i have said before he has cheated on her a lot too.. they arent right for each other but it sucks that he is getting hurt by her... i dont know her but i dont like what i do know. she mistreats zach so much.. for some reason zach knows how hard she hits and she must have hit him for him to find out. i dunno i cant get this off my mind. i have decided on names for my baby though. Baileigh Taylor for a girl and Braedon Taylor for a boy. but zach doesnt know if he wants to take responsibility for what has happened he is really getting to me... i cant quit crying about it. i hate stupid guys. now i know why people date older men.. maturity is so hard to find.. i hate zach so much for putting me through this i know it takes two but i am the only one owning up to anything. Zach asked me if i think he is an asshole and i said i dont know what to think about him... and i dont.. but i do know that i think he is an asshole. i think he doesnt deserve to be happy and i am glad that tawny is bad to him.. he mistreated me for so long by not letting me hang out with my friends or let me do stuff without him. i despise him right now and i hope it doesnt last or else i will be miserable if he decides to want a kid. he wanted this for so long and now he wants to just deny the fact that it happened he needs to get some sense beat into him!!! oh well im gunna go... me and tessa and MAYBE ana are going to the huntsville mall and then to a karaoke thing tonight and ashley will be there but she has to work until 10 so she is just gunna meet us there.
im out
im out