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first off. i wanna thank everybody for all their concerns about me. really im ok, just tierd. just really really tierd all the time. i've been asking myself some questions lately.. and i can't find the answers. like.. why would someone say something.. and then go do the exact opposite you know? they explain their actions for doing something to you.. making you feel like shit.. like your heart was ripped from your chest.. say that it was just a lesson.. then suddenly.. its not really like that. they said what they said.. i dont know why.. but they did it.. and -shrugs- what ever.. i dont care anymore.
me and anna are tryin to get things the way they were before. although we're so close.. we really never get to just sit down and like.. talk.. we're so busy. i miss her actually. i feel myself. kinda changing.. the way i look at things.. the way things feel.. its not the same as it used to be. im not the same as i used to be.. -shrugs- i think.. i feel like going back to bed.. and its only.. 6 pm.. -rubs eyes- i dont know..
me and anna are tryin to get things the way they were before. although we're so close.. we really never get to just sit down and like.. talk.. we're so busy. i miss her actually. i feel myself. kinda changing.. the way i look at things.. the way things feel.. its not the same as it used to be. im not the same as i used to be.. -shrugs- i think.. i feel like going back to bed.. and its only.. 6 pm.. -rubs eyes- i dont know..