Life As IT isSss!?!!???!
well, nothing has been going on well nothign exciting all i have been doin is taking sum down time for myself.. thinking about my life and wut i want to do with it and i decided alot of this one week and i kno for sure i am gonna be bak ot my old self soon and get rid of my pRoBLEms ... u kno wut u r and who u r... so newaiz i am extremly bored and tommrow is x mas oMG how exciting How bOUt NOT!!! i am not a very chritmasy person i am more on the scrooge side.. i dont even really care what i get for x mas becuz presents dont mean shit to me all i really want is life to get better i mean it is better when i dont associate myself with all the lying people in this town and worrld.. but hey ill b 18 soon enough and i wont have to live with these same OLD people and i could meet new people thank god.. becuz i extremly need to get out of tracy and if i oculd move TRUST me i would my dad has a extra room.. but my mom wont let me i wish she would but she wont but 18 is coming soon. thank God...mom is hella pissing me off she drinks too much and i dont like it i HATE it.. but when i express myself things just turn into a HUGE fight so from no on i am going to act like i dont care even thow i do.. but hey let her drink and get sumthing wrong with her lungs..?? i mean common now y do people do that shit to them selves same with ciggerttes and drugs.. wutd the point?? all it does it kill u and mess wit ur system.. but hey u do wut u want all i kno is will never EVER turn into my mother ever... DoM made me a cd for x mas gotta love that kid he is such a sweetie! and now i am just sitting here thinking baout my past and wishing i could go bak to when i was a kid and start over i wish i was born into a different family sum tymes alot of people seem to have it way better than me but i dont got it that bad.. so thats the sad thing.. well i think i am going to go.. merry x mas to everyone i love... leave a comment if u feel like it
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