"Forgive me of my sins,and wake me with a smile"

[britncorey]

Well......hell....gosh i havent said that in awhile, nothing seems to go right nemore...just like rachel says "when things go bad they go bad all at once"...that is so true the one TRUE good thing i have right now is COREY, thank god i have him if not i wouldnt be here, so i depend on him for my strengths and some of my weaknesses now that he is gone again dont have anyone to depend on nemore no one to help me through tough times i mean i do, but i dont want to bother them because they have better things to do than to listen to me and my problems and plus HALF of there friends hate me with a bloody passion just when i thought i had fixed things with everyone i was wrong i still have two more people to go and i dont think i have the energy to at all....Maybe this is what i deserve maybe i do deserve to lose all theses people maybe im being punished.........
I love Corey