May 09, 2005 20:00
SO i deicded to dye my hair red. it actually looks kinda tight.
everyone says its my color. its like a dark red with black underneath
and my streaked black bangs. i got alot of compliments today...even
from teachers. i was suprised, i thought alot of people wouldnt like
it.
ben and i decided that if we dont have dates for prom next year were going together.
TYLERS HOME!
So i was sittin home after school watchin Full House, and the phone
rings and i see its tylers number. i jumped up and answered it and i
heard him say britney? i was like ohhh heyyy! Then we talked for like
15 minutes cause he was out to dinner with his mom so he couldnt talk
long. Hes going to a HalfWay house tonight or tomorrow or something. i
was pissed i couldnt find out for sure. hes going to be in there for 90
days. ughhhhh! another 3 months. but after a couple weeks hes aloud to
go out on weekends so it wont be that bad i guess. and he said you dont
have to be 18 to visit. and he really wants me to visit so im deff.
going to. but it will be hard because im like grounded for like the
rest of the month probably so i dont know where to tell my mom im
going, cause she wont let me hangout with him anymore cause she found
out hes in jail and that he does heroin. boooo. but i told her that no
matter what were sti;ll gonna hangout. aw and then when i was talkin to
him on the phone, he was like it sounds like you dont even want to talk
to me. i felt so bad! i told him im so sorry and that i wanted to talk
to him but im just having a bad day and im sick.
i love him.