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As Dan told you in his last post, we watched Fanography yesterday. I myself don't know what to really make of that show. I loved seeing some of my fans and hearing them talk about me. It's really cute to see how into it they get.
I don't understand and probably never will understand why people get that way about me. I feel like I am just a normal girl that has a job she loves. That job just happens to put me into contact with so many people. I'm glad that I can touch people with my music and make their day a little better with it as well. I feel really blessed in that aspect of it.
On another hand I don't feel like certain parts of my life should be discussed. Mainly my personally life. I feel like that's for me and those around me to know and them only. I know that comes as a part of the job I love so much, but enough is enough. It makes me really angry when people accuse Justin of being a bad person. Dan can attest to that himself.
They don't know him. He's a wonderful guy. Yes it just wasn't for us to be together, but that doesn't mean I don't love him and hold a special place in my heart for him. And for those reading more into that, please.. Dan is my one and only and Jayce is Justin's. Some Ex's don't get psycho on each other. That's another story in itself..
I think Jamie Lynn is scared for life when it came to the two guys actually dressed up as me. Especially the boy in the Slave costume. She was talking about that hours after the show went off. *laughs* I love my little sister. I can always count on her to make me laugh.
We talked for quite a while last night. Something we haven't gotten to do for quite some time. I'm hoping to come home this weekend sometime to see the family. I miss them. Jamie was telling me about how she was annoying Momma and I just longed to see and hear Momma in that light. I don't know call me crazy.
Dan took me out to dinner last night. He always knows when I need to get out of the house. I don't know how he does it. I think he must be able to read my mind at times. It's nice being that close to someone like that.
We had a great time and it was actually quiet. We went unnoticed for a while but then a few people saw us. They came over to talk to us and get autographs, then left us alone to enjoy our night. I love meetings like that. You don't get them too often, but I love my fans.
I'm surprised I didn't get asked about my very obvious pregnant belly. Maybe it was because I was sitting down. It hasn't gotten out yet, which I am thankful for. This is something that I would like to experience without the press being over my shoulder the entire time. Maybe the next birth they can share in. Not this one.
I don't understand and probably never will understand why people get that way about me. I feel like I am just a normal girl that has a job she loves. That job just happens to put me into contact with so many people. I'm glad that I can touch people with my music and make their day a little better with it as well. I feel really blessed in that aspect of it.
On another hand I don't feel like certain parts of my life should be discussed. Mainly my personally life. I feel like that's for me and those around me to know and them only. I know that comes as a part of the job I love so much, but enough is enough. It makes me really angry when people accuse Justin of being a bad person. Dan can attest to that himself.
They don't know him. He's a wonderful guy. Yes it just wasn't for us to be together, but that doesn't mean I don't love him and hold a special place in my heart for him. And for those reading more into that, please.. Dan is my one and only and Jayce is Justin's. Some Ex's don't get psycho on each other. That's another story in itself..
I think Jamie Lynn is scared for life when it came to the two guys actually dressed up as me. Especially the boy in the Slave costume. She was talking about that hours after the show went off. *laughs* I love my little sister. I can always count on her to make me laugh.
We talked for quite a while last night. Something we haven't gotten to do for quite some time. I'm hoping to come home this weekend sometime to see the family. I miss them. Jamie was telling me about how she was annoying Momma and I just longed to see and hear Momma in that light. I don't know call me crazy.
Dan took me out to dinner last night. He always knows when I need to get out of the house. I don't know how he does it. I think he must be able to read my mind at times. It's nice being that close to someone like that.
We had a great time and it was actually quiet. We went unnoticed for a while but then a few people saw us. They came over to talk to us and get autographs, then left us alone to enjoy our night. I love meetings like that. You don't get them too often, but I love my fans.
I'm surprised I didn't get asked about my very obvious pregnant belly. Maybe it was because I was sitting down. It hasn't gotten out yet, which I am thankful for. This is something that I would like to experience without the press being over my shoulder the entire time. Maybe the next birth they can share in. Not this one.