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there are a lot of people who dont like me. i'm pretty sure it's been that way for a long time, but i'm just starting to realize how true it is. so many girls that i thought were cool tell people that i'm a bitch and warn their guy friends to stay away from me. wtf. its so ridiculous. like, sure i've done my share of boy-hopping and i flirt, but i'm not the only one. i'm just so irritated at all those little girls who think they have me figured out. my friends who make an effort know me and love me, and i do the same back. i'm just sick of being judged. my little christian school is supposed to be full of wonderful people who love from the heart and try to get to know people below the surface, but instead, there's a sickening layer of scum infecting my college life.