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a lot has happened since we last talked. i go back to school a week
from tomorrow. yayee im excited to go. i applied for a job at the
newport coast villas. its a huge resort with a bunch of condos where
rich people come and play. my grandparents have a timeshare there so i
went to swim one time and its gorgeous. i reeeally want the job and i
got the ladys phone number and im gonna keep pestering til im hired. im
working on being more independent, so i decided the only thing im gonna
let my parents pay for this year is my gas. and my gym membership and
my cell phone. and my car and car insurance. and my tuition. but thats
all! so basically, clothes and food are on me now. but really, thats a
big step for joanna dawson.
as i believe i said in a previous entry, my tattoo pretty much completely came off.. so i got it redone a week ago. its already coming off again. what the heck man? has anyone EVER had this problem before??
next on my list of super important things to discuss is my career with the CIA. you may think im kidding, but im not. this is very serious business. i cant say much about it or they'll have to kill me. but let me just say i might be spending some summers in langley, virginia. k fine. its an internship with the CIA and i think its freakin awesome and i want it really really bad. its been a long time since i've wanted anything this bad... so cmon, make this happen for me.
also, i have this new desire to own a hummer. i really want a white H2 with chrome accents and an ebony interior. i even bought one of those signs that says "hummer parking only" and hung it in my bedroom. oo i want a new puppy too. a little one that i can carry around in a louis vutton bag. oh speaking of purses, i got a new one yesterday and its super cute. and speaking of dogs, mine died. we had to put her down last week cuz she was sick and hurting and it was the humane thing to do. it was the saddest thing thats ever happened in my life and brought out tears i didnt know i had. it was kinda beautiful how it brought the fam together though. we had her since i was 7 so she was pretty much part of the family. sad day.
on a cheerier note, i've been spending more time with friends and family and participating in sober activities such as bowling, museum visits, and movie nights. my life is still an emotional rollercoaster but im learning to cope with the imbalances in my brain rather than getting angry at myself cuz i cant fix it. if i stay busy and focused on other things it keeps me happy and life is good. im hoping with school and work and practicing my top secret CIA skills, things will stay good while im away. im also not gonna be coming home every 5 seconds like i did last year. i'll be much more swamped with activities and such, so everyone is just gonna have to come visit me. good? ok. love you all. give a call if you want to play this week.. dont miss out, i'll be gone before you know it. <3
as i believe i said in a previous entry, my tattoo pretty much completely came off.. so i got it redone a week ago. its already coming off again. what the heck man? has anyone EVER had this problem before??
next on my list of super important things to discuss is my career with the CIA. you may think im kidding, but im not. this is very serious business. i cant say much about it or they'll have to kill me. but let me just say i might be spending some summers in langley, virginia. k fine. its an internship with the CIA and i think its freakin awesome and i want it really really bad. its been a long time since i've wanted anything this bad... so cmon, make this happen for me.
also, i have this new desire to own a hummer. i really want a white H2 with chrome accents and an ebony interior. i even bought one of those signs that says "hummer parking only" and hung it in my bedroom. oo i want a new puppy too. a little one that i can carry around in a louis vutton bag. oh speaking of purses, i got a new one yesterday and its super cute. and speaking of dogs, mine died. we had to put her down last week cuz she was sick and hurting and it was the humane thing to do. it was the saddest thing thats ever happened in my life and brought out tears i didnt know i had. it was kinda beautiful how it brought the fam together though. we had her since i was 7 so she was pretty much part of the family. sad day.
on a cheerier note, i've been spending more time with friends and family and participating in sober activities such as bowling, museum visits, and movie nights. my life is still an emotional rollercoaster but im learning to cope with the imbalances in my brain rather than getting angry at myself cuz i cant fix it. if i stay busy and focused on other things it keeps me happy and life is good. im hoping with school and work and practicing my top secret CIA skills, things will stay good while im away. im also not gonna be coming home every 5 seconds like i did last year. i'll be much more swamped with activities and such, so everyone is just gonna have to come visit me. good? ok. love you all. give a call if you want to play this week.. dont miss out, i'll be gone before you know it. <3