meh
This week was the week from hell. I swear it has been payback for the last four of the greatest weeks ever, i think i jinxed myself when i said that i was the happiest i have ever been.
So just to go over and clarify a few things this week did suck, it was not only due to the whole sam/kim thing (so please stop appologising kimmy i love you) i can't really explian how i feel right now, i am upset about the previosly mentioned thing, but add feeling way to distant from family, having wierd eating problems (lost 4/5pounds in the last 5 days which i'm not really conplaining about but it can't be to healthy) extreme exaustion and pms and you have the week from hell, there is more but i already hate myself for whining so much. so there is the clarification i dont' think that realy said much but oh well! i intend to have a good day tomorrow what with auditons and the game how can it not be?
Any way today wasn't fun but it wasn't as bad as the last few, it started out kinda crappy but it got better i think when i found out i got into the play in adv. theatre. whats wierd is i got a part i didn't audition for and the like 6 line audition i did do was on monday and if you saw me then you would automatically know i didn't put much effort in to it at all.
oh well there you have it i'm done with been sad, sick & pms'ee so i'm telling myself to get over all of it!
i have to go though and stop babbling on, i have to audition for ie's tomorrow and i don't quite know the monoluges any more
ok done now
Love you all
MAUH
~Nicole~
So just to go over and clarify a few things this week did suck, it was not only due to the whole sam/kim thing (so please stop appologising kimmy i love you) i can't really explian how i feel right now, i am upset about the previosly mentioned thing, but add feeling way to distant from family, having wierd eating problems (lost 4/5pounds in the last 5 days which i'm not really conplaining about but it can't be to healthy) extreme exaustion and pms and you have the week from hell, there is more but i already hate myself for whining so much. so there is the clarification i dont' think that realy said much but oh well! i intend to have a good day tomorrow what with auditons and the game how can it not be?
Any way today wasn't fun but it wasn't as bad as the last few, it started out kinda crappy but it got better i think when i found out i got into the play in adv. theatre. whats wierd is i got a part i didn't audition for and the like 6 line audition i did do was on monday and if you saw me then you would automatically know i didn't put much effort in to it at all.
oh well there you have it i'm done with been sad, sick & pms'ee so i'm telling myself to get over all of it!
i have to go though and stop babbling on, i have to audition for ie's tomorrow and i don't quite know the monoluges any more
ok done now
Love you all
MAUH
~Nicole~