lol
So now I think that the moment is here and now. And that I was being kind of a hypicrite by trying to forget things that happened in the past and then use them as a reason for being stagnant.
I think that I need to remove the blockages I have had on my mind and I need to reachieve the mental clarity that I had so recently. I need to bring myself back there and I need to stop constantly convincing myself of things that aren't how I feel. I know what is real. I know what has happened. I know what is happening. Disliking the truth and covering it up is the dumbest thing that I have ever done.
And things are so great here. The only problem is within myself.
I think that I need to remove the blockages I have had on my mind and I need to reachieve the mental clarity that I had so recently. I need to bring myself back there and I need to stop constantly convincing myself of things that aren't how I feel. I know what is real. I know what has happened. I know what is happening. Disliking the truth and covering it up is the dumbest thing that I have ever done.
And things are so great here. The only problem is within myself.