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I've hit one of those transitory times. One of those moments when my nicely structured world, in which i have been for some months now enjoying contentness, seems not real. I am getting a little inkling of that feeling that I have been living in somewhat of a lie. Because i am forgetting some of the fundamental principles that are and were important to me when i set up my world of contentedness.
I have been so content for so long, and enjoying it so much, that i forgot to continue the journey which I began so long ago, the journey to be completely comfortable with myself and be at peace with myself. I came so far, but after leveling at contentness, I have wandered off the path.
Now that I realize that I have been distracted, very distracted as it were, I must realign my sights.
And that is what I shall be focusing on for the next few weeks, months, whatever it takes, to prevent the eventual, but preventable retrograde of the unfocused mind.
I have been so content for so long, and enjoying it so much, that i forgot to continue the journey which I began so long ago, the journey to be completely comfortable with myself and be at peace with myself. I came so far, but after leveling at contentness, I have wandered off the path.
Now that I realize that I have been distracted, very distracted as it were, I must realign my sights.
And that is what I shall be focusing on for the next few weeks, months, whatever it takes, to prevent the eventual, but preventable retrograde of the unfocused mind.