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Job hunting is so disheartening. I want to throw up a little but whenever I have to go to the job centre.
I feel like I am trying everything though. It's just that jobs are so scarce around here that when there is one, everyone jumps on it!
I keep wanting to give up and I even start regretting my degree but I know my degree has given me transferrable skills. I also know that if my current situation is making me unhappy then not only do I need to change it but I also need to realise that giving up is going to make me feel worse! I'm becoming so lazy though. I'm just a lazy ass anyway haha but it is getting worse!
Anyway, I am currently applying for a CAP internship. I am trying to not hang all my hopes on it but it's hard. There's an Open Day on Friday which I'm going to. I'm excited but I'm afraid it'll turn how to not be as good as I think it is. My friend Melanie is doing it though and I trust her to say whether something is good or whether it was the worst mistake of her life! Last night I had a dream that I went to the Open Day and had to climb a massive steep hill to get to it and then when I got there, there were three interns (one of them being Melanie) and I woke up and, in those few seconds where you're convinced your dream was real, I was like,"CRAP there's only three positions!!"
So...yeah...I'm 25 this year so, let's attempt to get me a job by then! I'm not sure why I have roped you, dear reader, in.
I feel like I am trying everything though. It's just that jobs are so scarce around here that when there is one, everyone jumps on it!
I keep wanting to give up and I even start regretting my degree but I know my degree has given me transferrable skills. I also know that if my current situation is making me unhappy then not only do I need to change it but I also need to realise that giving up is going to make me feel worse! I'm becoming so lazy though. I'm just a lazy ass anyway haha but it is getting worse!
Anyway, I am currently applying for a CAP internship. I am trying to not hang all my hopes on it but it's hard. There's an Open Day on Friday which I'm going to. I'm excited but I'm afraid it'll turn how to not be as good as I think it is. My friend Melanie is doing it though and I trust her to say whether something is good or whether it was the worst mistake of her life! Last night I had a dream that I went to the Open Day and had to climb a massive steep hill to get to it and then when I got there, there were three interns (one of them being Melanie) and I woke up and, in those few seconds where you're convinced your dream was real, I was like,"CRAP there's only three positions!!"
So...yeah...I'm 25 this year so, let's attempt to get me a job by then! I'm not sure why I have roped you, dear reader, in.