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Aug 25, 2004 01:52

ohh man do i love ursher and lil john and luda.

anywho, today was uneventful, for the most part. i cleaned, went out with the roy, cleaned some more, read a bit, and that's about it. and yet my room is still, more or less, a mess. i'm such a good rhymer.

i'm not sure how or why, but Fiji water definately tastes better than any other kind of water. maybe it's the pretty bottle. the bottle is really pretty. speaking of the water, i have to pee now.

JULIE GOT HER LISCENCE. well that's not very new news, but yesterday we galavanted. whoop-hah! oh, also, julie spilled hot fudge all over the mustang's back seat! jooley: you're lucky kate loves you and is a good cleaner, or the BOTH OF YOU would have been d-e-a-d DEAD. lucky for me, i'm perfect.

THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR THE SPECIAL TREASURES!

ehh, i've been thinking about religion a lot, and a lot of it doesn't make sense to me. like, why is God (the Roman-Catholic-St.-Scholastica-God) so spiteful? for instance, he created people with free will, the power to do more or less whatever they choose. but, he punished them in the case of Noah's Ark. me and julie read the Bible, so i believe i have most of my facts straight, but correct me if i don't. anywho, in the case of Noah's Ark, God believes Noah and his family are the only pure, un-evil humans left. therefore, he commands Noah to put his family and animals on an ark, so he can flood the rest of the world and, by doing so, kill the rest of the human race, leaving Noah to repopulate the world with non-corrupt people. why did God give up on the other people, leaving them to, ultimately, die? and aren't Christians against the death penalty, and isn't this the same thing, except in the case of Noah's ark, God is punishing rather than a governing body? I mean, i understand that it's not exactly the same, but i just can't grasp the concept. why would God CHOOSE to give humans free will, only to get all defensive and spiteful when they execute it? i have a lot of other questions, but i don't feel like typing them all, because i'm not sure that anyone who reads this has an answer. but i just don't know. i mean, i like the idea of there being some kind of god, may it be God or Buddha or Zeus, or what have you. but i just think, many times, religion can be very stifling. i guess that may make me a bad Christian, but why is being a decent, caring person not enough to assure a happy eternity? i have to say, i'm not exactly crazy about mass, because i don't think it works for ME. personally, i find it hypocritical of myself to go to mass, only to find myself counting knots in the wood to amuse myself while i'm there. and you have to admit, even some people who DO go to mass are people that i don't necessarily think are grade-A spiritual people, not to say that i am. but i don't see the point in going to mass just to say you go, or going to mass and finding yourself having a bout of road rage in the parking lot after.

wow, that's deep. uh huh. and i don't mean to say i renounce God, because that's not it at all. but i have a lot of questions. and i think i need to really figure out where i stand, in a spiritual sense.

oy, longggg... a maximum of, i'd say, 3 people actually read that. are you one of those three?
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