"it used to be a game, now it's a crying shame"
Katamari wedding cake
Originally uploaded by offwithyourtv DANG!
I have this incredible fear that I'll never be as cool as I want to be. Or, rather, that other people will never think that I'm as cool as I want them to think. Maybe when I'm dead people will look back at my work and say "man, she was cool" ... that's a weird thought. And probably untrue.
Yeah.
I had a long ol' conversation with Nick about this: I can't take myself seriously. SERIOUSLY. My art, my writing, my knitting, my poetry, my resume - if I tell you that I'm good at what I do, I know that I would just be lying.
But I'm trying to get over this. We batted around a few ideas for you tube projects. We're working on our first track "Barrel Roll" almost to the point of seriousness. I started the layout for my zine, but then I got distracted by burritos (!! SRSLY, I love freepotle!!! Free food in general!).
Yup, yup, yup.
OH! still need to come up with something for our show this week. HEY, everyone, we still do a public access show twice a month. OK, that's serious. Er, well, like, I mean, we joked about it FOREVER, and then, THEN, we ACTUALLY did it. Wow.
Right?
If you follow Twitters, or are interested in that sort of thing - at dorkball I've got six days left of tweeting original poetry on love. It's interesting trying to be sincere and show love in less than 140 characters (because I mark them with #love, too).