The Bitch Is Back
Well I guess I will update since it has been a week. I am currently hanging out at the apartment not doing any homework, waiting for tonight’s big performance. Lol. Well, we all know how I love the ladies in drag, so im very happy to report that my 2 favorites, the one and only Miss Nadine and Satine are back in Austin. They are gonna be at Charlie’s tonight so I am rounding up some people to go and see them with me. This past week has been kinda interesting, not bad, just interesting. I feel like I have been kinda bitchy this week and I think it is for a few reasons. For starters, now that I don’t have a job, I have a little extra time on my hands, which I always want, but don’t always like once I have it. Now I have more time to think about stuff, and sometimes that makes you realize things about yourself that are easier left unseen when you have other things pressing for your time. I am definitely disappointed in a few of the choices I made this week, but have decided not to beat myself up over the past, just not make the same mistakes in the future. Wednesday night I had talked to my parents on the phone back and forth for like 2 hours, so when I finally got done, I was stressed and decided to power drink before we all went out. Needless to say that idea proved bad and I the night was rough. Thursday night, I went over to Burdick’s for wine night and go to see Shapey’s apt and the “scene of the crime” stairwell. I guess I had fun, but the beginning of the night I was kinda tired and down because I have been having body issues lately and everyone was talking about how much they have been working out and it made me feel like shit. Now I know that ultimately it is my fault for letting me get to this place, but still, it just sucks sometimes. For a while I was doing good, but somewhere along the way I just lost my desire. I think it is back though, im not really giving myself a choice anymore, the only way to get back into the routine is to force myself until it becomes a routine again. Also, my diet is about to change drastically. No more fast food for this boy or drunken late night eating binges lol. Enough about that, my body is gross and im gonna change that. So Friday night we went to dinner with a group of the boys. About 10 of us went to Red Brick Oven or whatever it’s called for some Italian. I had a pretty good time and afterward we went to Aubrey, Neil and Noe’s party which was fun. I had the trashy idea of getting a box of blush wine for me and Drew and Shapey to share because beer was all they had. So we predrink once I park my car and have a few glasses. I looked for those shitty plastic champagne glasses at HEB but they didn’t seem to have any. I carried the box around with me for most of the night and when people would comment about it, I would refer to it as the “it” fall accessory. Fuck the Gucci man purse, its all about the boxed wine. So yeah, during the party, I went to the bathroom and to my surprise found a pocket gay hiding in the closet after I had already been in there peeing. Kinda embarassing, lol. I rode with Neal downtown to Oilcans which was a horrible idea because I was out of it, the rest of the night was a blur. So Saturday came around, I felt like shit most of the day. I got up and went to Barton Creek Mall with Danny and Jarrett. Jarrett had his brows waxed and then had a 3:30 Mac appointment at Nordstrom which I thought wouldn’t take long since I was starving. I was wrong. Now imagine if you will, Nordstrom with the Mac makeover chairs lined up in the entry between makeup and women’s shoes. Now imagine Jarrett sitting there getting his eye makeup applied in all sorts of colors as straight America walks by in utter disarray. It was great; these little kids would be like, MOMMY LOOK! So after 2 hours waiting, he is done and we decide that now instead of CPK, we are so hungry it will be a Luby’s Buffet day. Luckily, Jarrett had sunglasses to wear so he looked more like an ice queen than a made over boy. We stuffed face and I bought a t shirt at Abercrombie that says kiss my (picture of a democratic donkey). Saturday night I watched Mean Girls and decided it wasn’t the night to out. I went to a gathering at Jarrett and Chris’s and then went home. During their party, which had like 20 people maybe, Brandon turned on a porn with a painting of Cher in the background, kinda funny. My drunken friends all called me Saturday night and made me feel like they notice when im not around. That’s a good feeling. I also got Nadine and Shapey on my voicemail, I love it. Today was another lazy day. I went to Hyde Park B&G with Danny and had my final fat meal before the new diet kicks in. SO GOOD! I planned out my week, because we all know it is how I function. I will be going to my classes this week, going to the gym, doing homework and running at Town Lake. I will also be calorie counting again and planning my diet more thoroughly. I talked to Donna my former boss and felt kinda bad about being gone. I think im gonna try to get hired on at Abercrombie so I can have the 5 hour a week job I am looking for and get some discount action since I shop there anyways. I got a new coffee table and TV center for my room this week from Eurway. They are really cool and compliment my new loveseat very well. I will prob post some pics in my album soon. Oh I almost forgot, I wrote this rude message to my sisters ex after I saw the pic where he had hit her. I posted it on his Xanga and im sure it pissed him off, but fuck that. Im ready for my journey to Dallas for OU, it will be lots of fun. Staying with the boys at the Hyatt I think. I will def be going out, if you are my friend and in Dallas, join us. I am currently putting together my plan for Halloween, its gonna be great! Ok well I think it is time to get ready to see the girls, until next time………