conflict with myself
i really hate how stupid i can be sometimes. im so selfish, and unaffectionate. when i sense i hurt someone, all i do is freeze up and say nothing. "communication is the key to all great relationships" what if thats just not possible. what if i can't communicate because i get so scared to say anything at all...because im afraid all that will come out of my mouth is just going to be something i don't mean. what do i do then? just sit in silence. i don't wanna upset anyone anymore. i don't want to put myself or any other person through what im going through. it hurts.