GRAARR
Alright. Five days away. I'm starting to get annoyed of myself. Lack of sleep, body and mind not functioning well, living in constant pain, it just hurts to breathe! o_o
I hate being super picky about everything. I sometimes wish I could deal better with things, let go. And yet people at school say it's a good thing I'm "picky" or have "picky tastes" but whatever. It's a curse.
This is why I'm dumb.
I just spent the last 3 hours in search for a new quote for my type poster...because I'm STILL not satisfied with what I have. I've also come to realize that I get really, REALLY self-conscious when it comes to being "poetic." Just for some reason I find it really hard to be poetic or profound without feeling pretentious or cheesy. Not sure if this comes from not reading on a daily basis, or the fact that I'm running on -25467 hours of sleep, but stuff like this makes me feel stupid.
Just so frustrated!
AND MY SITE STILL ISN'T WORKING. >_O
Flash is a major bitch to deal with. Scroll bars? Oh man it's seriously not as easy as you think. It sucks, I have one friend at school that's pretty much my only hope for flash right now. UGH I haven't even gathered all my info because I'm waiting to learn how to make a frickin image scroll window. RAAAR that's my biggest worry!!!! I just want this done. :( It took me 2 days to put up my site and incorporate flash tabs. Can i finish this all in 5 days?
Man...this may not end pretty.
Gooodnight.
I hate being super picky about everything. I sometimes wish I could deal better with things, let go. And yet people at school say it's a good thing I'm "picky" or have "picky tastes" but whatever. It's a curse.
This is why I'm dumb.
I just spent the last 3 hours in search for a new quote for my type poster...because I'm STILL not satisfied with what I have. I've also come to realize that I get really, REALLY self-conscious when it comes to being "poetic." Just for some reason I find it really hard to be poetic or profound without feeling pretentious or cheesy. Not sure if this comes from not reading on a daily basis, or the fact that I'm running on -25467 hours of sleep, but stuff like this makes me feel stupid.
Just so frustrated!
AND MY SITE STILL ISN'T WORKING. >_O
Flash is a major bitch to deal with. Scroll bars? Oh man it's seriously not as easy as you think. It sucks, I have one friend at school that's pretty much my only hope for flash right now. UGH I haven't even gathered all my info because I'm waiting to learn how to make a frickin image scroll window. RAAAR that's my biggest worry!!!! I just want this done. :( It took me 2 days to put up my site and incorporate flash tabs. Can i finish this all in 5 days?
Man...this may not end pretty.
Gooodnight.