In four days..
My divorce will be final.
I'm not sure I know how to feel about that.
I'm on vacation for 9 days.
I don't really know how to feel about that either.
I haven't seen Megpie for more than 3 hours at a time, in probably a month.
Uhmm, pretty sure I scared off a REALLY good friend by asking him what his intentions were with me...
I'm so unsure of myself. And I'm so scared..really.
Everything is different and new, and yet its somehow the fucking same..?
My sister is pregnant.
3 months, to be exact.
I feel old, and behind the rest of my age group.
What have I been doing for the last 2 years?
What the fuck am I going to be doing in the next 2 years?
I need to find some direction..
I need a shove..
I don't know what the fuck I need.......
I'm not sure I know how to feel about that.
I'm on vacation for 9 days.
I don't really know how to feel about that either.
I haven't seen Megpie for more than 3 hours at a time, in probably a month.
Uhmm, pretty sure I scared off a REALLY good friend by asking him what his intentions were with me...
I'm so unsure of myself. And I'm so scared..really.
Everything is different and new, and yet its somehow the fucking same..?
My sister is pregnant.
3 months, to be exact.
I feel old, and behind the rest of my age group.
What have I been doing for the last 2 years?
What the fuck am I going to be doing in the next 2 years?
I need to find some direction..
I need a shove..
I don't know what the fuck I need.......