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I'm sad. No particular reason, just feeling low and upset over the dumbest things. I had a horrible dream last night. I went back to England and all my friends there completely ignored me like i was nothing to them. I woke up feeling like shit and I'm just really pissed off at myself right now. Had a good couple of days though, kinda disappointed that Josh got sick, but its okay. I've pretty much wasted half of my day already, nobody wants to hang out and im stuck here with my bitch sister. Wishing we didn't have to go back to school, I really need summer to be here. I really miss Charlie and I need to see her, just so we can catch up. It's been a while. Sometimes i wonder how different my life would be if i still lived there, but I'm glad i don't. I do love how my life has turned out living here in the states, I've got wonderful friends, and at the moment a wonderful boyfriend. So I really shouldn't have anything to complain about. Sorry for this bitch rant.