I take it you're leavin.....
So it's been like forever and two days since i've written on this thing but I felt like I really needed a place to just write freely about all the things I'm thinking about right now. I'm so angry at her. I mean not only did she go see her on my birthday but now on our one year she can go give her dog shots but can't stop by to say hi. I am so disappointed right now that I'm near tears. Like I was thinking that she would do something thoughtful and come to my work just to see me and say happy anniversary cause thats something I would have done for her. Or even come by at midnight just to say she say me even for a second. But no she can make time to give her "friend's" dogs shots. I don't know what to think or what to feel right now. I kinda want to explode but dont want to get it all over my laptop. I guess thats what I get for having high expectations right.
"Could not even tell me truthfully and you wanna know how that makes me feel....I can't feel anything"
I'm beginning to notice
how much this feels
like a waking limb
pens and needles
nice to know you
goodbye