Take your Time
"If you let go, I'll let go tonight."
So I am pretty excited about how things are going so far. Haven't really had much time to spend with people lately but that's not completely my fault. I have been working my ass off like crazy because we are all working everday at Celebration and so you do what you have to do. My check however will be huge and for that I'm excited. So thanks to this large check I am starting my trip fund. Late I know but I had emergencies come up and medical stuff came up so that funding had to go to other things but now i'm on track and things have calme down a bit so I think I will be ok.
Love life=complicated. I really adore this boy. Everyday I feel myself getting closer to him and yet I still have to be so far away. If only there was just moment in time where everything didn't matter and it could just happen as it may. *sigh*
Anger Management starts soon. I am truly happy about this. It will be something new for me and who knows how the outcome might turn out. It could truly change my life and that could be something new I'm ready for. Just imagine...me...super nice. All calm and collected. Wow.
So I think I'm going to take up kickboxing again. I read that in this new class I need to channel my anger somewhere so I figured why not. I don't know if I will have time for it but I will have to make time somehow or something like it. If I find a great class and if anyone wants to sign up with me then let me know and I will get back to you.
Even though we havent been on break that long I feel like it has been a lifetime. Away from the stress of school and the drama of people just to finally connect with the things I need to connect with. Some inner peace even. It's really good for me. I get to do my yoga now and it has been a really big thing. Believe it or not bending yourself into numerous positions that might appear uncomfortable and may cause slight discomfort is really rewarding.
All in all things have been going well and I'm hoping this is the new path that I take with me into the new year. Things should only be looking up from here. Besides I'm almost out of high school and that in itself brings a smile to my face and a song in my head.
OH!! I almost forgot I'm putting together a senior video. Not the one that will be shown at graduation but a personal one of just the people that have impacted me and I plan to have a viewing of it the last week of school. So I will be stalking everyone with a camera. Just act natural.
So I am pretty excited about how things are going so far. Haven't really had much time to spend with people lately but that's not completely my fault. I have been working my ass off like crazy because we are all working everday at Celebration and so you do what you have to do. My check however will be huge and for that I'm excited. So thanks to this large check I am starting my trip fund. Late I know but I had emergencies come up and medical stuff came up so that funding had to go to other things but now i'm on track and things have calme down a bit so I think I will be ok.
Love life=complicated. I really adore this boy. Everyday I feel myself getting closer to him and yet I still have to be so far away. If only there was just moment in time where everything didn't matter and it could just happen as it may. *sigh*
Anger Management starts soon. I am truly happy about this. It will be something new for me and who knows how the outcome might turn out. It could truly change my life and that could be something new I'm ready for. Just imagine...me...super nice. All calm and collected. Wow.
So I think I'm going to take up kickboxing again. I read that in this new class I need to channel my anger somewhere so I figured why not. I don't know if I will have time for it but I will have to make time somehow or something like it. If I find a great class and if anyone wants to sign up with me then let me know and I will get back to you.
Even though we havent been on break that long I feel like it has been a lifetime. Away from the stress of school and the drama of people just to finally connect with the things I need to connect with. Some inner peace even. It's really good for me. I get to do my yoga now and it has been a really big thing. Believe it or not bending yourself into numerous positions that might appear uncomfortable and may cause slight discomfort is really rewarding.
All in all things have been going well and I'm hoping this is the new path that I take with me into the new year. Things should only be looking up from here. Besides I'm almost out of high school and that in itself brings a smile to my face and a song in my head.
OH!! I almost forgot I'm putting together a senior video. Not the one that will be shown at graduation but a personal one of just the people that have impacted me and I plan to have a viewing of it the last week of school. So I will be stalking everyone with a camera. Just act natural.