But it was just a dream that felt like a reality....
Life once again is great. It really is. I don't see how I didn't have this much fun with my life. I am having the time of my life these days and it feels great.
So lets give a quick recap:
1. Elizabeth is fucking awesome now that we are friends.
2. Ally knows all and is always right.
3. I don't have any problems with anyone and its good.
4. Carrie and I are back on the same page.
5. Devin has made it into my top 5.
6. Hanging out with Lantz and Devin is just hularious.
7. My mood has been like a thousand times better.
8. I have been nice this week and I think I'm getting the hang of it.
9. I like school
10. I have extremely high hopes that Annie will just be fucking amazing.
I LOVE THIS NEW ME. SHE IS SO HAPPY AND FREE WHICH IS SO NEW TO HER. SHE SMILES MORE AND AT THE END OF THE DAY HAS AT LEAST ONE THING TO BE HAPPY ABOUT. I REALLY HOPE THIS TURNS OUT TO BE A NEW, PERMANENT THING.
"For a moment, I thought I lost everything, for a moment, I forgot about our memories. But then I woke up and I realized how much you mean to me, for a moment, I thought I lost you and me."