"I Was Happy Once....."

[britbratzilla]

Yeah for all of you that know me know that is a really bad header. I don't know it like hit me last night. I don't know what this is or where it came from but it is not a good thing and only bad can result from this. I was bitter last night and it has developed into being not happy. I don't like not being happy. I love being happy but for some reason something is keeping me from being in that state. Maybe it has something to do with what time of the month it is. And no I'm not talking about the girly stuff. I'm talking about Valentine's Day. Yeah it is coming up pretty quickly. What does that mean....idk. I had so many plans for this one and then worst came to worst and so those were shattered. I mean I should be excited right...I think I should be.

"I just have to hear those sweet words, singing like a melody."

"You're waiting for someone to put you together, waiting for someone to push you away."

Please say something nice and make me feel like I'm not just this most horrible person ever. Tell me I'm amazing, say you wanna be with me. God....help me.