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I feel as though things just keep falling apart in front of my eyes, and I'm just too stubborn to stop them. Some might say that it's this subconscious desire for things to mess up...but I know it isn't. I am, truly at my heart, a generous and optimistic and faithful person. I know I am and no "subconscious desire" exists to contradict that. I guess that I'm just too scared to be different. Too scared to be the person I want to be, too scared to make everything work...because I think that I'm a little afraid of success...I don't know how to deal with it.
It seems, though, that there is this stubborness that exists that is blocking me from what I want.
I should work on that.
I often read posts like this and think "I really don't care. Why does this person write these things and think that I, or anyone else, would care?"
I'm sorry for "raping your friends page," folks.
-Ben
It seems, though, that there is this stubborness that exists that is blocking me from what I want.
I should work on that.
I often read posts like this and think "I really don't care. Why does this person write these things and think that I, or anyone else, would care?"
I'm sorry for "raping your friends page," folks.
-Ben