Okay, so.
A desperate plea. I am so tired. so so so tired. In the past few months, everything that could go wrong in my life has. and I'm tired. Not one thing has gone my way lately. I need a change. I'm not sure how to go about it though. My behavior tends to lean towards self destructive. I've been trying to do things better, be better. However, it seems life just fucking hates me. I know this probably sounds emo as hell, but I'm not exaggerating. I don't have much. I just really need my luck to change...really really really.
Wait, I did turn 21...that was rather awesome.
Work sucks though. I'm so over this. I'm ready to move on with my life. I'm ready for something more stable. I'm ready to not be in debt. I'm ready for my bills to get paid. I'm ready for something new. I'm ready for something more stable.
fuck. this.
Also, people: Stop using me it hurts my heart.