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blech.
I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done.
And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Anywhere from here
Light up, Light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder, louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say
To think I might not see those eyes
It makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbyes
I nearly do.
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder, louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say
Slower, slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads
Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess.
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear.
ohh craig. i miss you. it actually makes my heart hurt to think about how much i want you to be here. and how you never will be here. i still remember walking into the back of that auditorium and seeing you laying there. i remember staring down at you and thinking "any moment he'll jump up and say just joking" and then i watched you lay there and not move. i remember being with kaleigh-brooke at the concert and looking at the corner of skatetown, expecting you to walk around the corner and say "hey breadstick!" and you never did. i just sat there listening to kaleigh and watching that corner. i remember running into my room crying at easter and saying "you should've stayed here. you shouldn't have gone. you weren't supposed to." i remember trembling in my seat in english when i found out and i remember curling up in a dark practice room and just crying. i still can't believe it.
i really needed to write that.
I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done.
And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Anywhere from here
Light up, Light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder, louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say
To think I might not see those eyes
It makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbyes
I nearly do.
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder, louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say
Slower, slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads
Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess.
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear.
ohh craig. i miss you. it actually makes my heart hurt to think about how much i want you to be here. and how you never will be here. i still remember walking into the back of that auditorium and seeing you laying there. i remember staring down at you and thinking "any moment he'll jump up and say just joking" and then i watched you lay there and not move. i remember being with kaleigh-brooke at the concert and looking at the corner of skatetown, expecting you to walk around the corner and say "hey breadstick!" and you never did. i just sat there listening to kaleigh and watching that corner. i remember running into my room crying at easter and saying "you should've stayed here. you shouldn't have gone. you weren't supposed to." i remember trembling in my seat in english when i found out and i remember curling up in a dark practice room and just crying. i still can't believe it.
i really needed to write that.