Days are going by
Hey you guys, its me. I have been in the best mood of my life this last month and a half. I never thought that I could have the same feelings but much stronger in a sense about another guy that wasnt Billy. Even though I have lost most of my friends like Valerie, Julie, and most of "the Gang", I feel as if nothing can bring me down. Not my friends that mostly arent there anymore and not even my dad.
The things that are going on with my dad is that he went to court yesterday and more than likely got locked up. So once again, he is away from me. Which is okay becuase I havent really been able to say "hey I forgive you." I dont think that me and my dad will ever be back to normal. We might be close to the closenest we had one day but it wont be anytime soon. The love I have for him is the family love and the love that I am supposed to have considering he is my dad. But I dont have the love that comes with respect love. There is a difference no matter what anyone says or thinks. Rick says that I need to quit being such a prodeful little gurl and give my dad another chance but I dont think that I am quite ready for that. When the time comes I will. All of this might seem like rubish or something completly confusing because only a few chossen ones know what I am talking about. So its okay.
But anyways, other family things are going okay. Mom is okay with Rick. She doesnt completly like him yet but she is still working on it and he is too.
We might go to the movies Saturday for Halloween. Me, Rick, Britt, and Brandon. Hopefully!;)
Oh by the way Valerie dont talk to me on my livejournal. Well I mean you can but also talk to me outside of the LJ. Like at school maybe and maybe on the phone, on the weekends. Because I still love you and I miss you. I am not one of your "NEW" friends but I am or at least I should be an "OLD" friend
my new cell phone number is (336) 675-8175 call me if you want or need anything!
The things that are going on with my dad is that he went to court yesterday and more than likely got locked up. So once again, he is away from me. Which is okay becuase I havent really been able to say "hey I forgive you." I dont think that me and my dad will ever be back to normal. We might be close to the closenest we had one day but it wont be anytime soon. The love I have for him is the family love and the love that I am supposed to have considering he is my dad. But I dont have the love that comes with respect love. There is a difference no matter what anyone says or thinks. Rick says that I need to quit being such a prodeful little gurl and give my dad another chance but I dont think that I am quite ready for that. When the time comes I will. All of this might seem like rubish or something completly confusing because only a few chossen ones know what I am talking about. So its okay.
But anyways, other family things are going okay. Mom is okay with Rick. She doesnt completly like him yet but she is still working on it and he is too.
We might go to the movies Saturday for Halloween. Me, Rick, Britt, and Brandon. Hopefully!;)
Oh by the way Valerie dont talk to me on my livejournal. Well I mean you can but also talk to me outside of the LJ. Like at school maybe and maybe on the phone, on the weekends. Because I still love you and I miss you. I am not one of your "NEW" friends but I am or at least I should be an "OLD" friend
my new cell phone number is (336) 675-8175 call me if you want or need anything!