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So, just so you know....
Yes, I do still have to wear the boot.
I'm having a hard time getting better.
My ankle is getting worse, actually.
I have to go have an MRI done on Saturday.
The bone might be dying.
It's a big deal.
Don't try to tell me it's nothing.
And I'm tired of the cripple jokes.
They're old.
They aren't funny anymore.
You people don't know how hard you are making this for me.
Sometimes I don't want to get up and come to school because I don't want to have to deal with cripple jokes.
I don't want to have to deal with trying to walk around the school.
It does hurt to walk.
I also don't want to have to deal with people saying "Gah, Britney, you're holding up the line." or "Walk faster, Britney."
I'M DOING THE BSET I CAN.
You just make me feel bad about myself.
I'm also tired of people running or skipping by me and saying "Hey Britney, don't you wish you could do this?"
Yes, I do wish I could.
Why must you make me feel bad about it?
And people make fun of me because I limp now.
I might always have a limp.
My doctor says I might never be the same.
Are you always going to make fun of my limp?
Cause that's just shitty.
It's a big deal to me.
It's keeping me from doing things I want.
I had to quit band.
Apparently you guys don't know how much band means to me.
I would give anything to be able to do it this year.
It hurts that you people are making it seem like it's nothing.
You wouldn't joke about it if you knew how much it hurt me to not be able to do it.
Or even that I can't walk right.
I think that's all.
I feel better now.
I love you guys.