Aug 28, 2005 10:40
So, I need to say something to certain people who aren't on right now, so I just hope they read this.
Ryan, Thanks for talking to me about that stuff last night. I've got more things I wanna say and some things to ask you, but for the most part you helped me out. I still feel the same way, but I kinda know what's going on now. I love you, Ryan Wade. I'm gonna miss you so much next year. We better keep in touch, and by in touch I mean see each other 7 times a week. That's everyday in case you're wondering. =D Oh, and the fact that you are in love with me won't change. One day you will realize it and come back for me. Just hope it isn't too late. =) I can almost promise you it won't be.
I'm not saying anymore names, but I'm pretty sure you know who you are. I don't give up on you. I was in a weird mood last night. I told you the internet depresses me. I still care about you; although, I'm almost positive your post wasn't about me. I'm sorry for being so weird last night. I feel much better now, and I wish you were on so I could talk to you about it all. Love you, ya big man.
Now...Bonnie, I want you to know I'm going to miss you terribly next year. I think I might quit school so I can go wherever it is that you decide to go. You have become one of my best friends...again. This year after marching season you and I better not drift apart again. I need you in my life. You make things so much better for me. I love you.
I love you, guys. All of you.
David....I miss you.