forever and eternity
Babe..
you kno who u are. I say forever and eternity because whether u choose to believe it or not, and whether u doubt it or not...thats how long we'll be together. period. i understand ur frustration and heartache...i really do. but sweetheart, what do we do when two people love each other to death and come across a bump in the road of happily ever after? split? end? no. I refuse to have u be a bitter memory of my past, nor a person whom i remain in love with til i'm old and wrinkly, but married to another guy. i'm not marrying another guy. I'm not going on in life without u...knowing that ur hurt or belonging to someone else. You are and will always be the one and only...the one and only person i marry and commit to. The one and only person who kneels next to my hospital bed when i'm giving birth. the one and only person who wipes my tears when i'm sad. and the one and only person i will give my all and everything to til the day i die and lay in my casket.
Kevin. I love you. I love you more than words can ever describe and it hurts like a knife in my heart to know that ur hurting, and that i'm the cause of it. i'm sorry baby. I'm sorry for u ever feeling like u can't trust me, and i'm sorry for being a poor excuse of a girlfriend... because i let u down. i'm crying like a frkn baby now as i type cuz...idk. i want us to be perfect. Kevin, ugh..god. i never frkn felt like this before. i never had someone take over my feelings...and...babe... i just wanna make this work and fix it. I'm sorry for everything. But i don't want u to feel like accepting my apology is like letting everything get swept under the rug..i'm just sorry. period. we're not breaking up, and we're not taking a break. i love u with all my fucking heart kevin. and if i have to swear on somebody's grave that hurting u will never happen again....then so be it. ur the one i want to be my husband...for forever.. and etrnity.
Love,
Britany M Bain
you kno who u are. I say forever and eternity because whether u choose to believe it or not, and whether u doubt it or not...thats how long we'll be together. period. i understand ur frustration and heartache...i really do. but sweetheart, what do we do when two people love each other to death and come across a bump in the road of happily ever after? split? end? no. I refuse to have u be a bitter memory of my past, nor a person whom i remain in love with til i'm old and wrinkly, but married to another guy. i'm not marrying another guy. I'm not going on in life without u...knowing that ur hurt or belonging to someone else. You are and will always be the one and only...the one and only person i marry and commit to. The one and only person who kneels next to my hospital bed when i'm giving birth. the one and only person who wipes my tears when i'm sad. and the one and only person i will give my all and everything to til the day i die and lay in my casket.
Kevin. I love you. I love you more than words can ever describe and it hurts like a knife in my heart to know that ur hurting, and that i'm the cause of it. i'm sorry baby. I'm sorry for u ever feeling like u can't trust me, and i'm sorry for being a poor excuse of a girlfriend... because i let u down. i'm crying like a frkn baby now as i type cuz...idk. i want us to be perfect. Kevin, ugh..god. i never frkn felt like this before. i never had someone take over my feelings...and...babe... i just wanna make this work and fix it. I'm sorry for everything. But i don't want u to feel like accepting my apology is like letting everything get swept under the rug..i'm just sorry. period. we're not breaking up, and we're not taking a break. i love u with all my fucking heart kevin. and if i have to swear on somebody's grave that hurting u will never happen again....then so be it. ur the one i want to be my husband...for forever.. and etrnity.
Love,
Britany M Bain