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for some reason, i just feel the need to write. inspired perhaps...intrigued. intrigued...yea i think thats it. sometimes i just have those odd moments where i view the world as a whole in a weird perspective. like for example, time is just a distraction, just like it is in Salvador Dali's painting where all the clocks are melting. to me time has no meaning or relevance because we all end up in the same place in time more than once. deja vu...i think its called. deja vu can be powerful. to me it isn't just a coincidence or a moment in time. because once again...time has no significance. its only purpose is to remind us how our time one earth is limited. but is it? couldn't there just be an infinite amount of time we remain on the earth...not as people tho. inatimate objects...forms of nature. things like that? perhaps theres just something extra about life or the afterlife that we just don't know. why can't we just figure it out like people before our time figured out scientific principles, and complex theories? to me it makes no sense. why does the world have to so complicated. the way the universe organizes the complexity of the personality of an individual through planets and moons. why people can't just mean what they say and say what they mean. or why body language, and tone can change the meaning of what someone says. bottom line is....i think everything happens for a reason and everything works like one big circle where everything just repeats itself. everything from a tiny ant building an ant pile to ur next door neighbor getting hit by a car. to me...life happens and unfolds because of things like that same ant building an ant pile leading up to that same next door neighbor getting hit by a car...in an infinite sequence of events. and it'll all happen and keep happening till one last thing leads to the end of times. where clocks stop tickind and the universe expires...like milk. *sigh* whatev. idk. to be honest i have no idea what i just wrote...lol. i'm just writing exactly what flows in my mind cuz its weird and random. and i can't even thoroughly express everything cuz my thoughts are like one huge diamond completely covered in dirt. i know there are goldmine type thoughts in there somewhere but its covered with so much confusion and misunderstanding equaling to the dirt in my analogy. lol. but yea...i guess thats it. gotta do homework...ciao.