Jun 19, 2004 18:45
WOW ... im soo freaking happy its summer! you dont even understand how much i love the feeling of not haveing to be all stressed about school work and grades and ugh im just sooo happy its over .. for now anyways :(
Well yea ... this summer is definatley the best ive ever had ... so far anyways. Its wonderful! just hanging out with tons of people doing whatever we want to do .. laying out in the gorgeous sun that ive been waiting for .. swimming! omfg i just love it. im gonna be soo sad when summers over.
Me and Jess have been hanging out every day for the past week. weve just been living with eachother .. thats been great. we have soo much freaking fun .. you dont even know.
OHHH YEA .. me and jess are in the war of the ages.. its our tp war... its sooo freaking funny lol and way fun. we havent been getting much sleep at all tho .. but its been great. Were pretty sneaky! ... you guys better watch out .. paybacks a bitch! HAHA jess its gonna be GREAT!
Dude jess' brother is moving into the house across the street with a pool .. and its way cool. but were gonna be pissed if him and his girlfriend decide to be really cool and never let us swim .. or not let us have people over with us. but i dont know .. seths cool ... so it will be cool hopefully.
My moms been really freaking mas at me latley ... i dont even know why. I think its just cuz im rarely home .. and when i am i have a friend with me. today is the first day all summer ive been alone and it wont be for much longer. But yea .. and shes mad that i didnt want to babysit one day. and i dont know . she talks soo much shit about me to my sister and my sister tells me everything she says .. and im just like wow what a mom. well today i came home .. and we were together all day and we were okay and we got along and what not and it was fun. but normally when im here all we do is fight ... so does she think thats gonna make me want to be home with her more often?? um no... and like last night my mom went over to jess' cuz our moms are friends . and we just fought the whole time about everything.. and so i dont know .. then my sister wanted to go tping with us .. and i said no .. and my mom called me a selfish bitch and left. and im just sick of the stuff she says to me .. so i just started balling .. and jess and jeanie had to comfort me lol. but seriously .. i dont think she realizes how rude half the stuff she says to me really is. and she expects soo much from me. not one of my friends would take there little brother or sisters anywhere with them .. and there parents wouldnt expect them to do it either.. and my mom also thinks that i dont care about my sister .. and that my sister already has to deal with my dad not being there ... but thats not my fault at all .. and i shouldnt have to fill in his position because hes an ass. and i love my sister very very much .. and i dont know what i would have done without my sister at times ... we have had to be there for eachother many many times in our lives .. and sometimes we only had eachother.. and i love her very much. but i dont know .. my mom just like hates me right now and theres nothing i can do .. its when shes in a good mood then were fine and when shes not then were not. so i dont know. whatever
and yea tomorrows fathers day .. i dont know what to do .. i havent talked to my dad in a about a month .. he doesnt try ... he doesnt do anything .. so i shouldnt feel bad for not going over there .. but i cant help it. Jess said i should just call him or send him a card and tell him happy fathers day. but sometimes i dont even think he deserves that. but i couldnt not do that. so i have to do something. \
My mommys taking me jess and my sister .. and maybe one of her friends up to lost lake tomorrow and im way excited cuz i love it there. i used to go camping there soo much every summer and i miss it. yea i always get way burnt there too! and then it turns to a way good tan .. but with gay tan lines.
omg haha the other day me and jess were laying out sun tanning and we were talking about how much we hate tan lines .. so we decided we were gonna take or swim suit tops off .. we were on her roof apart thats like in closed so no one can see. but jeanies day care kids were there .. and they can see if the swing on the swing set really high .. and so we asked jeanie to not let them swing for awhile .. and so they didnt .. but then when we went back inside these two little boys were telling us how they were spying on us .. and oh gheez it was funny .. but i hope they didnt see anything.
oh yea this is REALLY REALLY GAY.. well this summer me and my sister are babysitting my triplet baby cousins monday tuesday and wednesday of every week. well we take turns on days and stuff. and we were supposed to get payed 6$ an hour.. and work 11 hour days. that works out to be 66 dollars a day. and thats actually cheap for them .. if they were haveing a real babysitter person do it then they would have to pay that for each baby. but yea .. so then my sister tells me the other day that my cousin said shes only gonna pay us for 6 of the hours we work .. what?!?! how does that work? yea it doesnt. gayest thing ive ever heard... so now i'll be getting payed 36$ a day and work 11 hour days... i dont even know if thats worth it. so im really pissed about that. i need a real job!!!!!
me and lindsey figured out last night that we always hang out a whole bunch during the summer .. and then during the school year we never do .. and thats really dumb cuz shes great. and im way happy that were getting close again! love you linds!
me and steph hung out a bunch the first weekend .. and we havent again since .. but i know that we will hang out a bunch more this summer .. but i miss her. i love her .. and i havent hung out with lena one timet his whole summer which is gay .. but i dont even know if she wants to .. so i dont know
but yea i LOVE summer .. and im soo happy right now! this summer is going to be the best ever.
Kellys in redmond this weekend for basketball and i want to hang out with him reallllly bad right now!