again...
Hey everyone... just updating to say that for the past 2 weeks, me and kaleb have been trying to get people to go to a movie with us... and today it didn't work out once again. I don't think anyone realizes how much I need to get out of the house. I haven't done anything fun since vacation started! We just needed a ride to the movie theater but...yeah all of our friends had something else to do. And there's nothing wrong with that...it's just how do people find all this stuff to do with their friends?! How do you keep magically pulling activities out of your ass? Doesn't it hurt after awhile? I'd assume it'd be like shitting...cause stuff's coming out of you ass then too. And i know if i shit too much one day, it starts to hurt, you know?
Wow.
Anyway, I'm just a little tired of not being able to do anything. And of course I'm not gonna go do something by myself or with my family all the time. I wanna do something in a group. I think what's affecting this so much is erich not being here. Damn him...he better get back soon. I just wanna let everyone know that today is the last day, I'm serious. If I don't do anything tomorrow I'm doing something drastic, I swear. It's been way too long.
Also, my dad came downstairs and explained to me what happened the other night. Apearently he was on drugs for the pain in his hip and you're not suposed to drink while you're on them. He drank at his party and yeah...got a little violent. Said some things...and you know, hurt the family. And for all of you who didn't know...yeah, those were my family issues....My mom said her and my dad would get a divorce, but I guess now that my dad knows what it was...I don't know...maybe it'll get better. I just think it was funny that even when i was having problems no one wanted to do anything with me. I don't even have to see Return of the King anymore...if that's why no one's going....Cause everyone's already seen it. I just want to spend time with someone...someone other than the voice in the back of my head, or my sister and her annoying friend. *sigh*... I think I'm depressed...I kinda feel like crying. Why the hell have I been feeling like this so much lately? God I'm such a baby. I think I'll go to bed. Until next time...
Ben
Wow.
Anyway, I'm just a little tired of not being able to do anything. And of course I'm not gonna go do something by myself or with my family all the time. I wanna do something in a group. I think what's affecting this so much is erich not being here. Damn him...he better get back soon. I just wanna let everyone know that today is the last day, I'm serious. If I don't do anything tomorrow I'm doing something drastic, I swear. It's been way too long.
Also, my dad came downstairs and explained to me what happened the other night. Apearently he was on drugs for the pain in his hip and you're not suposed to drink while you're on them. He drank at his party and yeah...got a little violent. Said some things...and you know, hurt the family. And for all of you who didn't know...yeah, those were my family issues....My mom said her and my dad would get a divorce, but I guess now that my dad knows what it was...I don't know...maybe it'll get better. I just think it was funny that even when i was having problems no one wanted to do anything with me. I don't even have to see Return of the King anymore...if that's why no one's going....Cause everyone's already seen it. I just want to spend time with someone...someone other than the voice in the back of my head, or my sister and her annoying friend. *sigh*... I think I'm depressed...I kinda feel like crying. Why the hell have I been feeling like this so much lately? God I'm such a baby. I think I'll go to bed. Until next time...
Ben