The good, the bad, and the freaking trip to Canada!

Sep 16, 2005 12:19

Hello wood chuck chuckers! Yes so remember when I said that it would all be gravy when I go and see the prof today during office hours. Well guess what?! That's right, he's on a freaking trip to Canada! Will I get the assignment before Tuesday?..no way...

But the good news is that my english paper totally rocked my prof's face off! That's a bit much, but I think you get the idea. Now I'm gonna be leading a class discussion on an essay written about manliness. No better person to facilitate a discussion on this topic, no? Well at least I believe there are fundamental roles and attributes basic to the sexes. So that aught to piss some people off enough to get involved. I'm not gonna back down. They might kick my rear, but I care not. I'm tired of everyone finding me fun and easy to get along with when at the core of me, controversial beliefs lie waiting to be let out.

My girlfriend Kristen is coming over today! I'm so excited! She makes me so happy! I love spending time with her. She's such a sweety! No one has ever touched me deeper than she has! You know, deep down in the inside of all people is a ferocious insecurity. If you don't feel it from time to time, you are either not introspective, or you lie to yourself too much. I can't help it but from time to time, because I have let her in so deep, I feel it whispering to my soul. "She's getting bored with you"..."You are not blah blah blah. You get the idea. The real problem is that it takes your focus off her and disallows you to be selfless, which is foundational. I know she will probably be reading this in a little while...Hey babe! So I'm gonna try to just tell that voice to shut up, say some truth to myself--that being that my worth lies in God and so on--and then focus on her and shower her with love. I love you, babe!

Well I need to do some reading and some Tae Bo! There's a little midsection I'd like to lose and forget where I put it. I'm sure many of you can sympathize.
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