It's a long road...
Maybe you haven't noticed, but for the past 8 months I haven't been around. I haven't been anywhere near around. I guess you could say I went on a journey to find myself, as cliche' as that sounds it's true. I've seen many things, I haven't before. I've done many things I haven't before. I don't know if I found myself though. Either way I've decided to turn back on this road I'm on. For now anyways. It's a long road and I've covered much of it, though there is still plenty more to see. Some may think this is the wrong decision, seeing how I've come this far. But I think I never really needed to find myself. I always knew where I was. I just needed to wake myself up. I needed to live a little. I did just that. I am more aware of things now than I have ever been before. Just because I'm turning back for now doesn't mean this road ends for me. The people in my life where I once was mean too much to me for me to continue. If I were to continue I would never see them again, this I know for certain. Life on the road is far too interesting for a person to just turn around. It did suck me in and it's taken me a long time to come to this decision. It wasn't easy. I don't even know if it is what I want to do for sure. I've saved enough money to go anywhere, yet me aim is for home. As much as I may talk down about Michigan, it will always be my home, and it will always mean more to me than any other place. This much so far, I've learned. The more places I've been, the more pride I got out of being from Michigan. I won't live out the rest of my days there, but I do want a couple more before I leave her for good. Then I don't know where I'll go. I have more to see, before I decide on anything. California looks good, but I can't conclude that until I've seen more... I will see you all at the end of April...