Jul 03, 2008 14:42
Ok so something has happened this summer
Its quiet.
Its nothing bad, dramatics are working themselves out. Im not having to bang them off a wall.
Not 2 years ago, I would get frustrated, yell, throw things. Feel like I should get out of it all.
And for extended periods of time.
Anymore people seem impressed with me. And for the most part I feel stable.
I dont think I really feel frustrated by not having a great number of friends. I have my good ones it seems.
And for the first time, things that I saw in people are starting to shine through. Best friends are becoming closer than ever.
For my part. Im not chasing girls, Im not running around like a moron.
Its peaceful and I like that.
Therefore, Im starting to feel the need to settle down and actually get with a girl with thoughts of possible marriage and stuff. Why? Cause im 23 and a pittsburgher...and its just too damn quiet.
Though I do enjoy it while it lasts.