blarg....happy birthday david....
so yeah whats up today? OH OH! i got an application to mountain country, filled it out. so next time i go to there i will give it to them. anyway thats one step closer to a part time job. would be rather fun to work there again. i mean id work with amanda and it would be real chill. oh well guess we will just see what happens.
jay called and we talked for like an hour but then i had to go to go shopping. it was great to talk to him. we talked about a lot of things and i am happy. he wasnt avoiding me or tryin to not talk to me like i thought. i really need to stop assuming the worst, expecially with him. he really cares for me and i just need to realize that.
so i should be going to nh for at least 2 weeks this summer. jay said his mom wouldnt mind at all cuz she already wants to meet me so shed have no problem letting me stay. im wicked excited. i want to quit smoking before the summer. cuz once jay and i like are living together i wont be able to smoke in the house cuz he wont want it.....so im just going to quit
ive been losing weight again. makes me feel really good. also ive had people who used to be skinnier than me asking for advice on how to lose weight so it makes me feel like "ha in your face" lmao. i just cant wait till i reach my goal and get to go off and flaunt my stuff and be like "wham, bam" and ill be all strutting and everything. it will be fun. and ill get like all kinds of looks but yeah ill be with jay. what now bitches?!? hahahhahahhahha!
okay yeah so im going to go now and chat with kurra somemore and then watch HOUSE! lol
PEACE!!!! And FUCKING Happiness!!!
jay called and we talked for like an hour but then i had to go to go shopping. it was great to talk to him. we talked about a lot of things and i am happy. he wasnt avoiding me or tryin to not talk to me like i thought. i really need to stop assuming the worst, expecially with him. he really cares for me and i just need to realize that.
so i should be going to nh for at least 2 weeks this summer. jay said his mom wouldnt mind at all cuz she already wants to meet me so shed have no problem letting me stay. im wicked excited. i want to quit smoking before the summer. cuz once jay and i like are living together i wont be able to smoke in the house cuz he wont want it.....so im just going to quit
ive been losing weight again. makes me feel really good. also ive had people who used to be skinnier than me asking for advice on how to lose weight so it makes me feel like "ha in your face" lmao. i just cant wait till i reach my goal and get to go off and flaunt my stuff and be like "wham, bam" and ill be all strutting and everything. it will be fun. and ill get like all kinds of looks but yeah ill be with jay. what now bitches?!? hahahhahahhahha!
okay yeah so im going to go now and chat with kurra somemore and then watch HOUSE! lol
PEACE!!!! And FUCKING Happiness!!!