new password
so i had to make a new password on this thing and it confuses the hell out of me because all my passwords are the same except for aim. and then i had to have this one changed and its so confusing. oh well guess ill get used to it.
so today the kids had the day off. wasnt too bad, but damn i cant wait to have the house to myself tomorrow. speaking of, mental note:call mom tomorrow. anyway we went up to my aunts after a while cuz i can only stand so much at one time lol. oh well last vaca till feb..........*sigh of relief*
gonna go in THURSDAY about the job now, cuz mr. amero wont be there till wed and wed my mom wont be around to give me a ride to wherever i need to go. oh well gives me more time to enjoy unemployment :)
so im sending out my acceptance thingy with the 100 bux tomorrow. hopefully i will get my money from jc soon cuz i need 75 bux for the residential life thingy. then i dunno how much ill need after that, but im saving my money. ive come to the conclusion that after these 3 packs are gone, im done smoking. its too much money for the little that i smoke now and the amount i need to save. its just not worth the money. expecially since when jay and i are together (well in person) i wont be smoking anyway.
well looks like everything is falling into place right where it needs to be. its about time. 20 years of fuckin whatevering it and now finally its all coming together for me. i know there will still be trying times and hardships, but nothing compared to what has been. and if it does, at least i know ill be able to get through it. plus see the signs before it gets worse.
so for the past well like week, every night ive been chatting with john. its so funny but so weird. anyway its just me to be doing this. thats all im going to say lol.
that is all..........peace!
so today the kids had the day off. wasnt too bad, but damn i cant wait to have the house to myself tomorrow. speaking of, mental note:call mom tomorrow. anyway we went up to my aunts after a while cuz i can only stand so much at one time lol. oh well last vaca till feb..........*sigh of relief*
gonna go in THURSDAY about the job now, cuz mr. amero wont be there till wed and wed my mom wont be around to give me a ride to wherever i need to go. oh well gives me more time to enjoy unemployment :)
so im sending out my acceptance thingy with the 100 bux tomorrow. hopefully i will get my money from jc soon cuz i need 75 bux for the residential life thingy. then i dunno how much ill need after that, but im saving my money. ive come to the conclusion that after these 3 packs are gone, im done smoking. its too much money for the little that i smoke now and the amount i need to save. its just not worth the money. expecially since when jay and i are together (well in person) i wont be smoking anyway.
well looks like everything is falling into place right where it needs to be. its about time. 20 years of fuckin whatevering it and now finally its all coming together for me. i know there will still be trying times and hardships, but nothing compared to what has been. and if it does, at least i know ill be able to get through it. plus see the signs before it gets worse.
so for the past well like week, every night ive been chatting with john. its so funny but so weird. anyway its just me to be doing this. thats all im going to say lol.
that is all..........peace!