*sigh*
bittersweet day today... shawna finally got back together with jonathan. I am super happy for her. It gives me hope of me and Brian getting back together some day.
God I miss and love him, and everyone knows it. I pray everyday for us, and our families. I know we are meant to be, so I know things will go the way they are suppose to. I mean if shawna and jonathan can get back together after all they have been through, then y cant me and bri. we have been threw a lot and can get threw so much more, cuz i will never give up on him, no matter how much time he needs to figure things out. I mean at some people who really shouldnt be together becuase of unfaithfulness and what not, yet they still are together.... and ya know what they are making things work... like you look at celebs and how they break up 3 to 4 times and end up together for the rest of their lives. I dont want to do that, but I do believe we are meant to spend eternity together.
When I went to NYC last weekend, I picked up a magazine at the airport for the plane, cuz victoria beckham was on the cover.... my horoscope read....
Aquarious:
Youve been lending support to your hard working significant other for months now, and on the first, he has a huge success. Unfortuntely, he may have to travel more, or even relocate, for his job. But thanks to the solar eclipse, youll have an entire year to see whats best for both of you.
How close to my life is that???? and i picked that mag by chance! also my favorite singer came out with a song called together... and some of the lyrics talk about distance, and how the guy needs to take time, and that we are meant to be together.
Im sorry but I believe in signs, and those are pretty clear signs to me! I know papa and god are up there working somn out for me and brian so we can be happy and in love again. Ever since i went to NYC my life has been nothing but signs from all over the place always relating to my situation with Brian.... so maybe my theory is becoming true
Shawna gave me hope... maybe its finally time for my life to turn around. and for me to be happy again, and live life the way its suppose to be lived.
I miss you my one and only true love.... someday you will realize we are meant to be, and u will realize you gave up the one true thing in ur life that will never stop caring, loving and supporting you!
God I miss and love him, and everyone knows it. I pray everyday for us, and our families. I know we are meant to be, so I know things will go the way they are suppose to. I mean if shawna and jonathan can get back together after all they have been through, then y cant me and bri. we have been threw a lot and can get threw so much more, cuz i will never give up on him, no matter how much time he needs to figure things out. I mean at some people who really shouldnt be together becuase of unfaithfulness and what not, yet they still are together.... and ya know what they are making things work... like you look at celebs and how they break up 3 to 4 times and end up together for the rest of their lives. I dont want to do that, but I do believe we are meant to spend eternity together.
When I went to NYC last weekend, I picked up a magazine at the airport for the plane, cuz victoria beckham was on the cover.... my horoscope read....
Aquarious:
Youve been lending support to your hard working significant other for months now, and on the first, he has a huge success. Unfortuntely, he may have to travel more, or even relocate, for his job. But thanks to the solar eclipse, youll have an entire year to see whats best for both of you.
How close to my life is that???? and i picked that mag by chance! also my favorite singer came out with a song called together... and some of the lyrics talk about distance, and how the guy needs to take time, and that we are meant to be together.
Im sorry but I believe in signs, and those are pretty clear signs to me! I know papa and god are up there working somn out for me and brian so we can be happy and in love again. Ever since i went to NYC my life has been nothing but signs from all over the place always relating to my situation with Brian.... so maybe my theory is becoming true
Shawna gave me hope... maybe its finally time for my life to turn around. and for me to be happy again, and live life the way its suppose to be lived.
I miss you my one and only true love.... someday you will realize we are meant to be, and u will realize you gave up the one true thing in ur life that will never stop caring, loving and supporting you!