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I've got a new MacBook, a new ipod, new sheets, new lamp, new make up, new debts, new roommate, new life. No Money!
Everyone's mad at me, and I don't have the patience to fix it right now. It sounds terrible and selfish, but I can't deal with some people and their petty problems like I usually can. I'm so frustrated with my own personal situation that I don't care that I'm being a shitty person. want to get back to the way i remember myself. I don't know how though. An I don't want to lose touch with people, but I always do. I've learned that growing apart is inevitable, but I really don't want to. I hope my roommate doesn't think I'm a freak. She seemed really nice and I can play nice too, but I we're still really different. I hope I can handle school. I'm just so worried I could puke, and it's ruining my last week. I just want to enjoy my time. I hope this starts to feel like a beginning not an ending.
Everyone's mad at me, and I don't have the patience to fix it right now. It sounds terrible and selfish, but I can't deal with some people and their petty problems like I usually can. I'm so frustrated with my own personal situation that I don't care that I'm being a shitty person. want to get back to the way i remember myself. I don't know how though. An I don't want to lose touch with people, but I always do. I've learned that growing apart is inevitable, but I really don't want to. I hope my roommate doesn't think I'm a freak. She seemed really nice and I can play nice too, but I we're still really different. I hope I can handle school. I'm just so worried I could puke, and it's ruining my last week. I just want to enjoy my time. I hope this starts to feel like a beginning not an ending.