Haven't Written In Forever

Jul 23, 2005 17:58

So the last thing you prolly heard was about Janelle and Scott. Well she dumped him and met a new 30 year old boyfriend through that SMS cellphone internet dating site. Ya I got worried about her and we were living in a studio apartment in Tualatin together. It was so awesome living with my best friend. We watched chick-flicks together, did every thing together but then her boyfriend Victor came into the picture and she dropped me a hot potato. It really sucked and hurt pretty badly. When I had a problem and told her about it: " Hey you know I don't feel comfortable about Victor sleeping over ". She threw a fit and then told me: "Oh I guess we can do it your way ". So later we made a deal of Victor only staying over on the weekends, and then I would stay over at my boyfriend Dave's house, Who was the biggest pot smoker I had ever known not to mention we could get our pitbull Rufus all stoned which ticked me off. Well, she broke that rule twice and forced an unhappy situation upon me. She of course didn't tell Victor anything we had talked about and gave me an whatever type of attitude towards it. So after all that drama and me spending a lot of time at Dave's house because I couldn't feel I could come home to my own apartment, I moved back home to my parents house. I was really just sick of that shit. I didn't need to put up with it. After that, things with me and Dave were good well at least I thought so. I was happy in the relationship. Then unexpectedly he dumped me and his reasons were that we were too different to be together. I mean I knew it was going to end sometime because my friends didn't like him and he was going to Germany for school to become a german beer brewer but wow it hit me like a ton of bricks. I of course cried in front of him when he broke up with me but did he care? Nope. He tore out my heart and stomped on it to pieces. It's like if Brie's happy we gotta yank it from her so she can fall on her face and rebuild herself back up! I mean I will get over him more quickly because our relationship wasn't that serious but still he broke up with me at the park down my street!!!!! Gosh it was so low! But now I'm single and I'm ok with it. I know there's a better guy out there who won't treat my heart like this. Haven't been dating anyone since, just meeting new people. Oh speaking of that. I reconnected with Bryan Voytilla from my kindergarden class. It's such a small world. Who would of thought after 15 years later we would meet up again? I sure of wouldn't of. We met up yesterday and played tennis at THS and later had some icecream. It was fun. I forgot my cell phone in his car and he brought it back to my house on his way to his mom's. So of course I went: awwwwww thanks! I was so happy about that! I know I just met him and everything but I do hope that I will see him again. Anyways other than that not a whole lot going on besides working at Nordstroms as a cashier. That's a wrap!
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