My little Update
Well a lot has happened, said goodbye to Jon because he turned out to be the biggest asshole and hipacrit I have ever known, not to mention he was complete player of girls. So after I recovered from that, I met Mike. He was funny and sweet, the kinda guy I try to go for but then he lead me on with the fact of: oh I don't love my ex anymore, I'm over her, I like you. So yah stupid me believes him and starts to like him. Then I find out he has all these problems and so I try to be his friend and help out but that bites me in the ass, so yah I can't deal with someone who is drunk all the time, so we aren't friends anymore. I have had my share of alocholic boyfriends and I don't need to go through it again and get hurt even if Mike was just a friend. I recently found out that my ex Levi, has a new girlfriend and that he is inlove with her, wants to marry her, and all the same bullshit he told me. It's hard to face the reality that I was inlove with a guy who doesn't even know what love is. I gave him my soul and he smashed it to pieces. I am still in pieces, waiting for that nice guy to put me back together and to save me from my dispair. So I guess all I can do is wait for him to find me and try to live on. School is going really good for me, so I'm really happy with that. I've been working my butt off so yah I should be pleased with myself =)This morning I found out from my Dad that he got Paul McCartney tickets to go to his concert in November, so I thought that was way cool news. And today I get to hang out with my bestfriend Janelle, we haven't been hanging out as much because she's busy and likes this new guy Scott, well actually it's funny beause Scott and me hated each other in high school but now he's changed so we are nice to each other. Well I better clean my house, grrrr so much work but I will survive!