Mar 09, 2005 06:24
Ive made some mistakes, some bigger then others. But I was such a coward and there was one mistakeI was just running from. I feel like such a fake, a fraud, an awful, untrustworthy person to the one person in my life that matters.
Rob Ellenberg is the single most kindest, gentlest person I have ever known. I love him so much and I never wanna mess this up again. Life without him would be life with nothing. The quality of it with him in it is far better than the quality of it without him. He makes me so happy and content. He is curtious, kind, wise, beautiful, forgiving and all around amazing. I feel like I can never return him the favor of simply being in my life. Im sorry for all the bad times and all I wanna do is just make him happy. imsosorryrobiloveyou.
-counting the days to the weekend as always
--.robs kaileen.