not feelin too hopeful today

[bringthedove]

tonight the wind blows so cold
im all alone
left to drown in the sorrows
to rot in this disease called life
the'ye given up on me
the light fades from my eyes
these imprints of emotions
leave thier spectors to haunt me
ghastly appiritions have haunted my dreams
thier screams thier screams
they defen me
they ring in my ears
i awake to nothing
to darknes to frigid air
the fragrance of roses
once fresh in my nose
now rotting thier rotting
and i am filled with decay
of dead dreams
they killed them one day
meaning the world
meaning nothing
it all means the same
im never good enough
they're giving up
im giving up on me
the blood once warm
but it wasnt enough
my blood runs cold
im giving up on me