May 02, 2004 09:04
i went to a party where my friend and i got intoxicated through our sprites. i didnt break my edge, someone else did for me. this is the worst feeling i have ever had before. my edge was my everyting to me and because of some dead beats cruel intentions of breaking it, i no longer am edge.
i can still be drug free, but its without the support i had had from straight edge. it giave me that crutch..and i need it more than anything..
im very dependent, at least i have some edge friends to help me through this.