Upset
I know I've heard it a million times, but why is it that the people that love you the most can hurt you the worst. My best friend/cousin Rachel got in a little tiff the other night on the phone that made me rather pissed off. It just seems that every time I talk to her she tries to make me feel bad about myself. Just about a week ago I was talking to her about my weekend and all the fun people I hung out with and met. She proceded to ask me, "Aren't you tired on being single yet?" As if I had the choice to not meet a great guy and fall in love within 5 months after my heart was broken. It's only been 5 GD months, what am I supposed to do about it??? Well ON Tuesday night she calls me from a business trip she was on and we were talking about our weekends and how we were, you know the normal shoot the shit conversation. Well, she then started to ask about this guy I'm interested in (nothing serious, majorly casual) She asked me, "So did you sleep with him yet? Because I really think you should slow down and wait to have sex with a guy that you're really serious about." As if I'm the biggest slut on the planet. I told her I didn't want to talk about that and that I didn't sleep with him. Then she asked me another question that totally pissed me off!!! I'm not even gonna repeat it, because that's a long story in itself. Well I guess the question I'm asking is, does anyone think she should apoligize to me, of am I taking this way out of context. I know that I'm really upset about it, and I haven't talked to her in two days (longest stretch ever!!!) I don't want to call her, I think she should call me and apoligize, but I know that she prolly saying the same thing on her end of the phone right now. I don't know what to do, enough of this ranting!!!