I dont exactly understand why i have to justify my actions everytime i turn around. Your right, i did spend the night at his house, but just because i was here doesnt mean anything happened. We ate dinner, watched tv, then fell asleep talking. We are friends, and nothing will change that. I am not giving up his friendship, just because he is crappy at relationships. He is a guy that is the best of friends and would do anything for his friends, but is a shitty boyfriend. OK to the comment i made.."im better". Its true. This weekend, i spent the whole entire weekend with him and his friends, hearing about other girls and all that stupid shit that used to piss me off....it didnt bother me once this weekend. What ever he says can't be trusted and i realize that. If you were to call up any of his ex's they could tell you the same speeches word for word. The boy has nothing original or truthful to say. You and jeremy staying up with me that night meant alot. I listened to every word that ya'll said and it made me thnk alot. I am moving on. I am not sitting here waiting for him, waiting to know what he is doing that night before i make plans or what not. I have a life other than him and i know that. There is no choosing sides. I have not forgivin him, and i remind him of how i will never trust him pretty much everyday. I understand that you are looking out for me and that you dont want to see me get hurt again, but i cant get hurt when all my feelings are completely numb. I will be just fine. I love you and i appreciate everything you have done. You have been the best roomate and i am sorry that i havent been so great. That is going to change now.
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